i was in a live stream and someone in the chat was making a joke about ptsd I feel so ill

tfw your self destructive behaviors begin catching up with you B(

now theres a picture of me with my class and my eyes are all ready and you can tell im using everything ive got trying to hold myself together

my teacher made me take a picture with a group today i hate standing in/with groups and i hate having my picture taken & i was trying not to cry 

(c)